oumamichi:

me: *within reaching distance of a pill bottle*

intrusive thoughts: u could overdose

me: why though

intrusive thoughts: dunno lol just pointing out the options ¯_(ツ)_/¯

coincidentally i’m where i was two wks ago #shimokitazawa

never going to be afraid of this place again. never never never. never going to step off

can’t wait to go home and cry over Medieval Husbands :’) @dollopheads has a video of me sobbing over their copy of MH and now it’s time to sob over MY VERY OWN

BEST DAY EVER GOOD LORD

I honestly didn’t think I’d have as good a day as I did. Two weeks ago I wanted nothing more than to jump off a train platform. Two weeks ago I was standing at a train platform two steps away from the end of my life, wondering how to say goodbye to my sister. I don’t know how my future is going to be; nothing is always good but nothing is always bad either. And it got better. My life got better.

Helps that I thought I looked nice for the first time in… ever, too.

Viva la autumn/winter

angel-vein:

Me: good morning

My brain at 6:57am: you should have killed yourself when you were 15